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Time:05:19 pm
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I sighed and laid back on the porch in our backyard. There were bad memories here now, something I thought I'd escaped. As I exhaled a long thin stream of smoke, I looked down at the bottle of scotch between my knees. My lover, my love, my life was inside tending our children. And all I wanted to do was run away. I had killed for her, four times now, had killed and not show any mercy. And now, I wanted to run so far away that I couldn't smell their stink on me anymore.

I took another long drink, the scotch burning my throat. I've always been a rough chick, I've never been tender or soft like Ariel. I've never had breasts or padded hips, I've always been all angles and alcohol and tattoos... And I've never loved someone the way I love her. I love every inch of her sweet flesh, and I love our children.

I finished off the scotch and wondered if she'd notice if I left...
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sweet_ariel
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Time:2004-02-03 06:35 pm (UTC)
I watched from inside as she smoked and drank, curious to what was wrong but not wanting to disturb her thinking.

I waited thhere just watching a while before going out and crounching down, softly kissing her neck

"whats wrong?" sat and ran my hands down her hair gently
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scarlet_letter
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Time:2004-02-06 04:56 pm (UTC)
I turned and laid my head on her shoulder.

"Nothing baby."
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sweet_ariel
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Time:2004-02-06 06:39 pm (UTC)
I held her gently and kissed her forehead

"your lying to me" spoke softly
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scarlet_letter
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Time:2004-02-08 08:58 am (UTC)
"No, I'm not babe. Really, nothing's wrong at all."

And yet, inside my mind, everything was wrong, everything that could be.
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sweet_ariel
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Time:2004-02-08 09:00 am (UTC)
"i can see it in your eyes"

ran my hand down her cheek, looking into her eyes worried
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scarlet_letter
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Time:2004-02-08 09:02 am (UTC)
"I'm just thinking, darling. And you don't see anything but the alcohol in my eyes."
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sweet_ariel
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Time:2004-02-08 09:04 am (UTC)
I kissed her lips, wish she wouldnt lie to me.

"if you say so"

laid my head gently against her as i ran my fingers down her arm slowly
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scarlet_letter
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Time:2004-02-11 05:01 pm (UTC)
I smiled softly. "So, are you okay?" I needed to know.
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sweet_ariel
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Time:2004-02-11 05:05 pm (UTC)
I nodded softly

"I have my three girls, nothing could be better"
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